For you , SH

Life is full of temptations but I wasn't deceived by those things . You were ,
But didn't you realize that there are people who are also greater than you yet I chose you .
I chose you over other better boys out there but at the end of the day remember I wasnt the first one who give up on us , it was you . I repeat it was you .

I tried my best to stay but I don't see you trying at all .
It was you who wanted to be in my life so bad so I give you that chance but its okay I actually understand because I don't always do the right thing but I never tried being someone I'm not
and I know you can't handle my bad and good moment or my shattered life so since you're the one who give up on us and walk away , i wont hate you because well at least I understand how's reality like

That's the reason why I don't blame you because I blame myself for not being good enough .